And to top it all off I have to bare witness to this! My queen. Arriving in my homeland to perform a privately funded one-off show that I would have given any of my kidneys to go to had I had the time and or resources to enter the competition. Pawning your SLR is a morbid, grievous mistake you guys. But we won’t go there. I’m honest to Betsy not complaining about my life here. I’m balls out crazy about my life right now. I guess. Just these teeny tiny little jabs that I like to call the ‘bane of my brain but the key to my works’, which gravitate around me like sticky dust particles, tend to still grind my gears. And bully me into venting. I also forcibly had to skip out on a very true friend’s birthday celebrations early last night because I was on the edge of non-glory, vomit on stand-by. So I’m pretty bummed overall. But I’ll make it up to her because it’s the right thing to do and there’s nothing more heart breaking than letting someone down who doesn’t deserve it. But missing out yourself and letting yourself down is equally as flattening.But this too shall pass. I just need a caramel mocha or something jazzy like that. And in all seriousness, the fact that Gagod is even orchestrating such a selfless showcase for the sake of touching others with her enlightened state and fierce magic is satisfaction in the proof. It’s just so overwhelmingly mythic to see such a high roller forfeit the game to benefit the pawns. It’s just something that boggles most people because in our day and age of expenditure and extravagant moves, if you’re on top then you fight your very hardest to stay there. In fear of falling down the board again. It makes sense. But for people like her who see what money unquestionably is but still have the knack to make it, she can prove to us that it is and always will be, always was - just a game. And what’s the point in playing if it isn’t fun for everyone? Or how can you even win without acknowledging that every piece on the board shares the same kinship and value, simply because we all started out on the exact same mark. Once again, I’m probably exerting what I have been informed by some as to be a far too deep a reading into the dynasty and prowess of Gagod’s sub-reality. People like to tell me that she’s just a pop star but all I have to say in line with that is “By their fruits shall you know them”. Oh, and how many of you have ever seen a real star pop?
